I've left home. Where do I go now?

It's "their" fault. "They" invited me to this conference in Austin... I have a friend in Austin... a weekend get-away with my wife... talk about missions... it'll be great!

That was two years ago. Wabi Sabi.

Then another conference... Missional Church.

I began to notice how many people I network with are "former members" of somewhere, everywhere. They're currently disconnected, disgruntaled, disenfranchised, or just plainly disinterested with church, but more importantly, they are estranged from God. He doesn't love them any less, but they feel awkward or they feel nothing at all.

Now.

What do I do?

... why didn't I take the blue pill?